end of holidays: unsuccesful + irreplacable

its been a fast 4 week holiday. there has been much to complete, much to do. yet i could not accomplish all and only one day is left. holiday homework left to finish up chinese and need to do maths. i still do not know what was for e lit homework. procrastination still lingers. next week is oral o levels. i think i will kind of panic, very scared, anxious... but the thing that annoys me the most is that procrastination still lingers, i have not been able to make the full and best use of my holidays. evidence > not practicing maths as i should have been doing, not finshing holiday homwork which was actually not very much and i could have done it quite easly, not taking in much effort this holiday with the problem of self discipline. i am unhappy and it will be a hectic term 3 as i have an addition of cheer to my schedule now. but today has been an irreplaceble day for me!!!!! i got to watch ft island showcase, and minhuan took my drumsticks!!!!! hope elysia/yorklyn/nicole can pass hongki and minhuan my letters!!!! the showcase was awesome! minhuan was really good on the drums, hongki just started belting song after song (hopefully, i can be like him next time ^^) jae jin did quite impressively on the bass, seung hyun was just plain cute and jong hoon was soooo hot + handsome + good on lead guitar and the keybaords!!!! then when we left, ft island's van was just infront of us and along with many maxi cabs and taxis we(me and my mum) chased the van all the way back to ritz carlton! and on the way, my mum kept driving beside the van and she and i waved at min huan and hongki!!!!!!!then minhuan laughed and smiled and then waved back!!!!!! WHOO! he's damn cute!!!!! and then when we were nearer to the hotel, i wound down the car window (which was tinted so they would not have been able to see me if i did not wind it down) and then smiled and waved at jonghoon (or seunghyun, not very sure which one) and jae jin! and then they smiled back!!!!!! i was like lols omg this is damn funny and embarrassing at the same time! it was fun! :) I LOVE FT ISLAND! PPL GO LISTEN TO THEIR MUSIC! DAMN NICE! :) there's school on monday, to which i have no idea if i looking forward to or not. hm...