the wallpaper that made me feel slightly better

my current desktop wallpaper (^^)

really, there's nothing better than the cheap thrills of being a fan girl when you are in shitty moods. dongbangshinkisaranghaeyo! <3 crap, didnt even manage to practice vocals tonight.

the word for today's shitty day : shitty

today has been the shittiest day of my life this year. just plain shitty, the only non-shitty thing about today was that helping martha with her rebuttals, watching she and sharon argue of them, teaching yvette nobody dace moves, stretching our totally non-flexible legs on the staircase railing and helping sharon w. with her art thingy. right ow, asim typing in this post i still feel as shitty as can be. im slouching in my chair, im typing super slowly, and i have to make sure i dont spell wongly. plus my eyes are kinda dry and stingy and my head is starting to hurt. well isnt that just shitty. shittyshittyshittyshittyshittyshittyshittyshittyshitty.............i dont even have the energy to go into fan girl mode and start watching youtube videos (although i wouldnt mind watching an episode of we got married, i love that show (^^)) hm....lets see what contributed to my shitty mood. 1. 3 hours of sleep. 2. my computer totally lagging on me yesterday 3. my mum who goes "ruiying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" all the time, then when i go to her room which i have to walk along corridoor to do so, which totally adds the shittyness to my mood, and then when im in her room i sit down on the sofa for 1-2 minutes just for her to show me some stupid tv programme and then after that she goes "get out of my room now." like wtf, seriously what the f***. and just just now, she asked me to go to her room again, super irritating, then ask me to eat strawberries, you know how strawberries have the inedible stalks right, i put that part back into the tupperware where the strawberries were from and then she scolds me and hits my arm... like seriously wtf. what the f***. so now i am doaing her, if she goes ruiying!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wont respond and pretend that im in the toilet. oh well, there's still school tomorrow. at least im going shopping for blouse and court shoes with my juniors tomorrow. yay....hopefully at the wheelock scrapbook shop the little charms that i want to get are still there and hopefully i can get some new paper for the cards i need to make for cheryl, sasa, christine and ziqing and also for wenting's and alicia's bookmark.yay......okok, seriosly feeling super shitty and kinda sick right now. maybe its cos i didnt eat reccess or lunch today. suddenly feeling sadistic as well. hate shitty moods and shitty mood swings